I still remember all of you guys who has been supporting me and my blog mostly to Dee, thank you for your time reading, commenting, corresponding with me by emails, "listening" to all the ups and downs and those difficult times. It's been a pleasure of knowing you. To PiB, thank you so much for welcoming me into the group blog. I really appreciate that. :) To Kaleeko, thank you for your wonderful comments. You are a talented writer and an inspiration. To Chrysame, your perspective in viewing the characters had given me lots of inputs. Thank you. To Jennifer, reading your stories is like reading a real life story and you're someone I'd love to know more about. To mmmcheezy225, you said that whenever you read my stories it's like reading a novel. It encouraged me a lot. Thank you. Last but not least to all the people I've not mentioned here. I want to thank you for your time reading, commenting, and sharing your stories. For me, you are wonderful, and you're all my friends. Thank you for the inspirations.
The reason I've not been writing anymore, it's just not about work, or because I've been busy, but life has turned me into another direction. My father needed me, and in those special times we've grown closer like we've never been before.
A heart disease, old age, and finally a stroke have taken him away from me.
He had rested in peace after so many months of suffering. I really miss him, but whenever I look back, those times, when we're closer, were the times I will not exchange with anything in life. I love him.
And I know he loves me.
My father is not a perfect man, but after everything he has gone through, and the times he was fighting for his life so he could be there for his family... for me he is a perfect father, and I'm really thankful for that. He taught me a lesson of life.
I'm in the point of my life now, where I've realized all the mistakes I've done, where I've learned to forgive, and mostly I've learned how to love unconditionally.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
When you have someone with you -- someone you love – that someone is not be perfect. He or she may make a mistake, but when they do, remind them with gentle and kind words. Hold back your anger, because you'll never know when they are not around anymore.
My father stays with me in my heart. I will always remember him, especially the last days we've spent together.
I don't know when I will be able to continue to write this blog again. My mother is the one who's really suffering because of the lost. I should be there for her.
But until then, I want to thank you.
Thank you so much for all of your time reading my stories.
I really appreciate it.
These songs are dedicated to my father...